Thursday, April 9, 2009

memories 'n smells

Had me a moment ta' other day. I was standin' around at work, tryin' to act as if I had somethin' to do when suddenly I was overcome by a memory.
I was ten years old, maybe eight or nine. In the basement of our house, the one my father designed, my mother grew things. Among the miniature forest of African violets, she grew an orange tree, a miniature orange tree.
Taste it.
We contain all that we have ever done, seen, felt, heard, touched, tasted. We are our own memories.
What if? What if we could all feel, see, touch 'n taste all that we've ever known in our lives?
Those oranges still make my mouth pucker, wanna' spit 'n taste some more, those fruits were never meant to be eaten'!
On a midwinter's day in Nebraska the sight, aroma, presence, of an orange grown in the basement was not to be overcome.
I taste again, pucker, spit, n' think of summer.
In the depths of winter, snow all about, I open a bale of hay and taste summer. I remember my mother seated upon a paint mare, somewhere in Colorado.
A photogaph. A picture. A memory.
Now I smell defeat. I push that smell away. Now I smell tomorrow 'n my promise not to be defeated.

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