Attempting to arrange and express my thoughts, plans etc.

I want to ride. I want to ride not only for myself but for others, primarily Vets. We all owe them so much as yet so little has, in truth, been done.
When my Father's generation of Warriors returned from the fighting in the 40's they were welcomed as they were; young men come home. No need then for names like "hero" they were young men, now grown old beyond their years.
My dream with my ride is to RAISE MONEY! Yes I said it I want/need to raise MONEY! Why do I need to raise this "filthy luchre" you might ask? Well read on> to build a camp, no a ranch and Thereon do some serious/fun "rehab" with horses. PTSD? What in the hell is that? I figure if I came back from some battleground in a far away land where people I don't know where tryin' to KILL me and I them, if I where to return from such a situation anywhere and I didn't feel a little "disturbed" THEN I might think I have me a problem. So with the help from the horses, the golden dream of America, the cowboy of both myth and truth, we can get some healin' done, but we need money...

Topamax day

Well I took my dose last night: Topomax, a small amount of the whiskey, one beer, a taste of the mota. No hangover this morning. Good feeling that.
Had to call the cops last night to report "A crazy Woman With A Pistol" in Kit Carson Park. I thought that a buddy may have been shot but no.