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So new plans, return to last years plans.

Somebody once said...

Somebody once said "be careful what you wish for..."
I'm sure you know the rest. Well, I wished upon a falling star for something old-something-new-something borrowed-something-blue, they all came true.
The "blue" a new horse, new to me a 2 year old APPALOOSA, black near unto blue with the Milky-Way shot across his spine. "Something borrowed"? Soon to tell, too soon to tell.
"Something new"? Well this day seems new enough to me.
"Old" you say? "Something old"? How 'bout this feeling? This feeling of pain and sorrow when a new love may open yet only to be closed? Closed by fear-addiction-misunderstanding-mistrust? Who's mistrust etc. etal of the aforementioned? Whose, must you ask? Need you?
Don't we know each other enough, well enough by now? Don't we?
For you to pose that question is to posit the answer. Me,of course me. Who else?

Madness? Me?

So much ta' do n' so little time ta' do it in. Gotta' sleep some gotta' rest some and the dang heat is like ta' too much. I need help n' so I'm gettin' from lots a' sources. The business ideas the hopes dream, plans n' more are sorta' like too much sometimes n' feels like my mind is gonna explode n' stuff. So I drink, that seems ta' settle me down for some, the jitters n' that go away n' so's I can focus, for a spell, by then it's nigh on ta' dark n' time for some sleepin' n' some readin' when I can concentrate myself for a few minutes at a time.
Yes I need help. Some chemical imbalances must have occurred when I was in the womb, some many years ago. I ain't whinin' ner complainin' xactlly but Mom she sure did drink and my brain was formed around that chemical stew n' so now... Modern science to the rescue and some folks ta' talk to n' like that.

2 hot

2 Too hot ta' think too hot ta' smell good too hot to write. I must get my time straight, now the I'm seekin'/gettin' help for my mentalness issues i must get more time ta' write damn IT

well well well

tHE HORSES ARE AS AM i BUT i MISS THEM TRIED TO MEET THE OPPOSITION THIS AM, they m animals Badidn't show up at the courthouse. Why? I was there and I want them animals bacl ASAP!!!!!!!! Can you HEAR ME?

ridin'

"NOW WHAT?" I ASK MYSELF. "NOW WHAT?" LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE JUST FOR TODAY? LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYIN'? EIGHT SECONDS ON A BULL? A LONG TRAIL RIDE IN SEARCH OF/FINDING AMERICA? AMERICA? IT'S RIGHT THERE IN YOUR CHAIR, ON THIS PAGE. READIN' THIS? LIVIN' THIS? NO? THEN JUST GO AWAY ALRIGHT. I mean I won't shoot you, or nothin' but I might just aim ta' scare ya', just a mite bit ya' know? Just pullin' yer leg, kinda' joshin' like Que, no?
Let's Go Ridin'!

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So much to write.I miss the writing. I miss Gary. Gary died. The State of New Mexico helped kill him. Taos County and Colfax County helped kill him. Retribution will be mine, ours. The Gary Wayne Sherman School of Music in Taos will be my/our revenge. More to come please stay tuned and never give up on me. I won't on you either. RIDE ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!